You know that cabinet in your kitchen that houses all of your Tupperw@re and plasticware? The one where all of the pieces in there are stragetically placed and will tumble out on your head if you accidentally pull the wrong piece out? Kind of like a twisted game of K1tchen Jeng@.
That is my life right now. A stragetically placed jumble of things that will stay in tact as long as the wrong piece is not pulled.
Well, I think I pulled several of the wrong pieces this week.
And I can't quite figure out how to put things back together without them tumbling out on top of me every time I open my eyes. I am having enough trouble sleeping lately as it is.
But, I know soon enough I will have to organize things in that cabinet and in my life, so I am not having to hurriedly shove things away and slam the door as quickly as I can.
It's been nice to be able to cry when I need to lately. It's been a while since I have been able to do that and it feels good. Really good.
But, I also feel very out of control right now. I am almost caught up on the laundry, though. 2 loads to go. And I have scarpbooking tonight with a PChef party tomorrow morning.
Life will feel normal again.
I hope.
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