I think I am the only one of the sisters that did not mention my grandmother's death here, but I just couldn't. I guess I didn't want to write it here because then it was too real.
But, not writing it doesn't change the fact that it is very real and she is gone and has left a huge hole in our family, my life and my daily routine. I can't even go downstairs to the apartment during the day without something reminding of her. The lump in my throat consumes me and I can't function or think straight.
I hope that is part of the grieving process.
I officially hate the time change. Not only did the numbers on the clock change, but my son's behavior has changed from that of happy morning person to hateful, whiny, crying, screaming, intolerable morning person. He used to sleep until 7:30- 8 AM, but is now up as soon as the sun is and begins demanding things, not with his words, but with his screech. I am ready to paint the panes of his bedroom windows black.
Maybe that sounds a bit drastic or maybe I am just reacting from the fact that I am premenstrual or the fact that I am out of ADs and not sure if my doctor will refill them. W@algreen's has not called to say my script is ready and that is never a good sign.
Grieving, premenstrual and out of ADs. Sounds like the making of a low budget horror flick.
I really am beginning to feel for my kiddos.
Well, at least I'd like to if I could get past all the screeching and crying.
Maybe they are grieving, too.
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Missing Chr1stmas..... - Sunday, Dec. 03, 2006
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Happy Thanksgiving - Thursday, Nov. 23, 2006
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Just What I Needed..... - Monday, Nov. 06, 2006